Here goes another few days of depression about life in general. Also it seems impossible to plan anything fun in this family and people don’t seem to understand the idea behind being asked in advance to come to a get together. So yeah nothing seems to get off the ground. Having so-called…
Well, I have always had this problem it was mainly kept in check by being self-reliant for activities and doing things, which is why even though I knew both you and Nathan and I liked both of you as you seemed to have similar interests and where interesting people, I never really got to know you (a regret of mine). This has benefits of being able to focus on what you want, the down side is not being that socially stimulated. This probably won’t help that much as you seem to be someone who enjoys the group experience so maybe as you plan an event you should focus on the friends more likely to reply and plan forward with you, then later ask your less long term thinking friends along. That way you get the idea off the ground and if they don’t want to attend sad day for them. :)
Indeed having external events damaging your university studying is hell, anyway Sam I wish you luck in feeling less depressed, it is always good to create coping strategies to keep it under control.
A pale blue dot, in a vast ocean of darkness
i always get mad at myself for not talking to people but when i talk to people i get mad at myself because i dont know how to talk to people
Internal monologue: “Wait how do you socialise again, I have done it in the past.. cannot remember a single thing”